This dream must have been so intense that I must have immediately repressed it and did not recollect it until later on the next day (today) when something triggered the memory of it, I realized that I had immediately forgot it last night upon waking. It was so vivid and horrifying words cannot explain. I should first make one thing clear: I am not saying its a premonition, I am just going to illustrate it as it happened. Its very difficult to keep a optimal heartbeat when telling this story, its nearly a panic attack.
There I was standing in a city (not sure which one), my home city Saskatoon is probably one of the most geographically immune areas in terms of natural disasters and military threats, (this will be important later on). I recall standing with a group of people in some urban area (cannot remember any details), then all of a sudden it happened... A massive explosion rocked what I am assuming was the thick of the city, and it was not how it looks in the movies, it was very real, vivid, I heard and felt this loud thunderous bang and almost like the crackle of a firework but times 1 million that accompanied the massive fiery red and orange blast.
I immediately thought to myself "Its a nuclear bomb">> thats what it appeared to be<<. I then recalled my thought process in vivid detail.
This dream will be with me for the rest of my life.
I remember thinking, "Wow, this is really happening", I even remember me doubting it because in my home city (Saskatoon) we wouldn't be a primary target if a nuclear war broke out, only 250,000 people I thought... not even the capital city... How could this be happening. I seen the fire expand, and I recall everyone around me standing still just looking at the oncoming blast catatonically. I was left to assume that we were a target, implying that all the major targets ahd already been hit (I was thinking all this in the 10 seconds it happened).
NO ONE AROUND ME RAN. We all knew it was the end.
I recall screaming at the top of my lungs to everyone how much I loved them and how much it was great knowing them as the blast approached. I had a tear in my eye, but I was telling people it was going to be OK.
We stood as the wave of fire approached, first there was fear, then almost instantly the fear vanished in hopelessness before it hit.
THERE WAS NO PAIN WHEN IT HIT ME.
I felt myself disintegrate back into consciousness, awoken sweating in bed.
I don't know if this was me in this dream or if I was someone else in another city, but it is a troublesome vision to have experienced.
I never have dreams like this, and I never have hallucinated, and indeed I have experimented with psychedelic numerous times (I was not on anything at this time), my mind is very strong like that and I am not trying to boast, its hard for me to lose control of it even under extreme circumstances (inebriation), I don't have vivid but fake experiences like this.
I do not actually fear this scenario in my conscious mind (in my daily life/ waking state) either, (contrary to popular belief I do not fear the big change/ apocalypse etc), because that is not productive towards avoiding it.
This dream reminds me that any given moment it could however all go down. Just like that. And no one would know until it hit.
It also tells me to have no fear, because in the end everythings gonna be alright... back to dust my friends.
But in this material realm... We had better smarten up. Fucking Quick. No joke. About. That. We need to stop making weapons and start making sense.
Finally...
I don't recite this dream to promote fear, its whats happened. I do not believe it is some unconscious contrivance on the basis of the movies I have watched, or a side effect of the rebel media I ingest. I feel this was a warning. It felt so unbelievably real.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQtw55f2d2A
There I was standing in a city (not sure which one), my home city Saskatoon is probably one of the most geographically immune areas in terms of natural disasters and military threats, (this will be important later on). I recall standing with a group of people in some urban area (cannot remember any details), then all of a sudden it happened... A massive explosion rocked what I am assuming was the thick of the city, and it was not how it looks in the movies, it was very real, vivid, I heard and felt this loud thunderous bang and almost like the crackle of a firework but times 1 million that accompanied the massive fiery red and orange blast.
I immediately thought to myself "Its a nuclear bomb">> thats what it appeared to be<<. I then recalled my thought process in vivid detail.
This dream will be with me for the rest of my life.
I remember thinking, "Wow, this is really happening", I even remember me doubting it because in my home city (Saskatoon) we wouldn't be a primary target if a nuclear war broke out, only 250,000 people I thought... not even the capital city... How could this be happening. I seen the fire expand, and I recall everyone around me standing still just looking at the oncoming blast catatonically. I was left to assume that we were a target, implying that all the major targets ahd already been hit (I was thinking all this in the 10 seconds it happened).
NO ONE AROUND ME RAN. We all knew it was the end.
I recall screaming at the top of my lungs to everyone how much I loved them and how much it was great knowing them as the blast approached. I had a tear in my eye, but I was telling people it was going to be OK.
We stood as the wave of fire approached, first there was fear, then almost instantly the fear vanished in hopelessness before it hit.
THERE WAS NO PAIN WHEN IT HIT ME.
I felt myself disintegrate back into consciousness, awoken sweating in bed.
I don't know if this was me in this dream or if I was someone else in another city, but it is a troublesome vision to have experienced.
I never have dreams like this, and I never have hallucinated, and indeed I have experimented with psychedelic numerous times (I was not on anything at this time), my mind is very strong like that and I am not trying to boast, its hard for me to lose control of it even under extreme circumstances (inebriation), I don't have vivid but fake experiences like this.
I do not actually fear this scenario in my conscious mind (in my daily life/ waking state) either, (contrary to popular belief I do not fear the big change/ apocalypse etc), because that is not productive towards avoiding it.
This dream reminds me that any given moment it could however all go down. Just like that. And no one would know until it hit.
It also tells me to have no fear, because in the end everythings gonna be alright... back to dust my friends.
But in this material realm... We had better smarten up. Fucking Quick. No joke. About. That. We need to stop making weapons and start making sense.
Finally...
I don't recite this dream to promote fear, its whats happened. I do not believe it is some unconscious contrivance on the basis of the movies I have watched, or a side effect of the rebel media I ingest. I feel this was a warning. It felt so unbelievably real.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQtw55f2d2A
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