I had a bad dream last night 04/21/2010
This dream must have been so intense that I must have immediately repressed it and did not recollect it until later on the next day (today) when something triggered the memory of it, I realized that I had immediately forgot it last night upon waking. It was so vivid and horrifying words cannot explain. I should first make one thing clear: I am not saying its a premonition, I am just going to illustrate it as it happened. Its very difficult to keep a optimal heartbeat when telling this story, its nearly a panic attack. There I was standing in a city (not sure which one), my home city Saskatoon is probably one of the most geographically immune areas in terms of natural disasters and military threats, (this will be important later on). I recall standing with a group of people in some urban area (cannot remember any details), then all of a sudden it happened... A massive explosion rocked what I am assuming was the thick of the city, and it was not how it looks in the movies, it was very real, vivid, I heard and felt this loud thunderous bang and almost like the crackle of a firework but times 1 million that accompanied the massive fiery red and orange blast. I immediately thought to myself "Its a nuclear bomb">> thats what it appeared to be<<. I then recalled my thought process in vivid detail. This dream will be with me for the rest of my life. I remember thinking, "Wow, this is really happening", I even remember me doubting it because in my home city (Saskatoon) we wouldn't be a primary target if a nuclear war broke out, only 250,000 people I thought... not even the capital city... How could this be happening. I seen the fire expand, and I recall everyone around me standing still just looking at the oncoming blast catatonically. I was left to assume that we were a target, implying that all the major targets ahd already been hit (I was thinking all this in the 10 seconds it happened). NO ONE AROUND ME RAN. We all knew it was the end. I recall screaming at the top of my lungs to everyone how much I loved them and how much it was great knowing them as the blast approached. I had a tear in my eye, but I was telling people it was going to be OK. We stood as the wave of fire approached, first there was fear, then almost instantly the fear vanished in hopelessness before it hit. THERE WAS NO PAIN WHEN IT HIT ME. I felt myself disintegrate back into consciousness, awoken sweating in bed. I don't know if this was me in this dream or if I was someone else in another city, but it is a troublesome vision to have experienced. I never have dreams like this, and I never have hallucinated, and indeed I have experimented with psychedelic numerous times (I was not on anything at this time), my mind is very strong like that and I am not trying to boast, its hard for me to lose control of it even under extreme circumstances (inebriation), I don't have vivid but fake experiences like this. I do not actually fear this scenario in my conscious mind (in my daily life/ waking state) either, (contrary to popular belief I do not fear the big change/ apocalypse etc), because that is not productive towards avoiding it. This dream reminds me that any given moment it could however all go down. Just like that. And no one would know until it hit. It also tells me to have no fear, because in the end everythings gonna be alright... back to dust my friends. But in this material realm... We had better smarten up. Fucking Quick. No joke. About. That. We need to stop making weapons and start making sense. Finally... I don't recite this dream to promote fear, its whats happened. I do not believe it is some unconscious contrivance on the basis of the movies I have watched, or a side effect of the rebel media I ingest. I feel this was a warning. It felt so unbelievably real. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQtw55f2d2A Add Comment Nathan Human April 11th 2010 The answer to the title is simple. We fear that which we do not know. How many people go to work because they love their jobs? How many copyrights were written to protect the interest of humanity? How many loans are taken out of optimism? How many are greedy because they fear others greed? Over and over again, we see that the societal pyramid we have erected is strewn together with fear, it is its base component. Without it, the fictitious edifice of shit and lies would have no structural integrity. If you remove irrational (and intra-species) fear from the equation, we may have long since been on route to creating something other then beach side property on indigenous lands, likely beach side property on another planet. This is not to say that we should be naive to the fears and power of the wealthy people running this show, it just means not promoting a mindset that will benefit them in the long term. What makes fadsmashers different? Many of you read may read a lot of this sensationalist natter and may mistake it for being fear driven. The fact is I do not fear that the robots will take over the world (because they likely will and I can’t really do much about it other then arouse contempt in the minds of assholes and rejects who seem to think nothing could be better), fadsmashers is only oriented in this way because it’s how people have been conditioned to attend to information. The more shocking and hyperbolic the narrative, the more helplessly alluring it becomes. Such is the consequence of a three second attention span, quick fix planetary cluster fuck civility knit together with the blood of asian untouchables. People are trained to ingest shit, so every message must be sweetened to taste if only minutely. Most of the fear based alternative media as I have preciously discussed is actively willing the scenarios they profess to fear into existence.The collective hominid gangbang of the great mother is now encouraged by pharmaceuticals that permit us to fuck longer, faster and harder and serotonin re-uptake inhibitors ensure we pay no mind to the screams synchronized to our every mindless thrust. The collective hominid gangbang of the great mother shall persist unfettered with the aid of Viagra knock offs, de-empathizing EMF radition, and will be projected in HD on the bloodied iPads forced from Chinese sweatshops, it will be an unprotected and disease prone cluster fuck around, and give birth to nothing but an army of murderous cybernetic organisms who will exhaust our charred remains in earth friendly virgin galactic spaceship getaways to anywhere but here. The market for fear Capitalism is the material consequence of this irrational fear of those organic lifeforms who resemble us most: human beings. If the mark of the conscious self-aware beast is to fear his own brethren more than the cold world that waits to erode them to sand, then we have earned honors in this respect and should stand proud and erect on the corresponding bullshit podium of lies. Any alternative media that is selling fear whether its info"wars" or the like, it all creates the environment of unease for these problems to flourish. Ears for fears Human beings (particularly westerners) vicariously seek out information which makes them feel alive, because most have been deadened inside by years of eroding and minimizing their human spirit for the sake of not losing their shitty jobs, and superficial virtual acquaintances. I don't fear the rich scum who would like you to believe they are shapeshifting, occultists who have an intimate link with the dark side, that they are omnipotent and that their power structure is impervious to the organization of a highly committed smash prone group of individuals. I don't give a shit if the security personnel at the airport want to get their rocks off to millimeter wave porn, nor do I care if marketers know what I think and want to say me bullshit I will likely be forced to by anyway. I don’t fear having a chip put in me and big brother being privy to information they already can get via other means anyways. The goal of fadsmashers is to transcend this attitude of fear by saying "yes, we are all fucked and are working towards nothing as a species, isn't it funny how NO ONE CARES, isnt that fucking hilarious!!! LOLOLOLOLOL!!!!" its more effective in communicating the point This method is useful in two ways. 1) It avoids fueling the fear fire, you won’t find advertisements for shit that will help you survive when shit hits the fan on this website, because ultimately it breeds the environment (THE DEMAND) for it to happen. Info-wars (a self-proclaimed libertarian anti-establishment website facilitates this fear and facilitates the move towards what it fears most simply by fearing it. This is how the NWO wll emerge from the same mentality that so staunchly resisted it. Fear perpetuates fear, perpetuates violence. Now this isn’t no pie in the sky theory either, clearly there is a very real aspect to what I am saying. 2) It does not seek to preach. The main characteristic that discerns preaching from communicating is the attempt to evoke fear. "It is OK to be afraid, its not OK to stay afraid" Native American spiritualist So what is the solution? How do we correct the gross inequities of the modern day without replacing it with more of the same? We can start by laughing at those who tell us to fear it and by T-shirts that reiterate how much we fear it. | ArchivesNovember 2010 CategoriesAll |



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